for the past one week plus, have been back at my grandfather house. all thanks to UTAR for replacing 2 classes from each week which now leads me to hav only one week one class for the last 2 weeks of class before finals comes.
younger cousin are back staying here with my grandfather due to their parents went to Bangkok for vacation, leaving their kids behind. kind of hate the noise that those kid made. but than, what to do right, their my cousin, can't complain much...
had been having the same dream every single night which really make me think a lot. why am i having that dream? is God trying to indicate something to me? is the dream the truth that i should have accept long time ago? everytime i dream about it, it hurts me a lot. throught out the day, it will make me think back what the dream is all about which really really hurts me like shit. and also because of this dream, i really don't dare to sleep, because i really don't want to dream about it anymore, and also that i hope it won't come true. now i'm really confuse. i don't know what should i think or do now. once again, i'm lost....lost in a world where i don't even know what should i be doing anymore....
Monday, November 24, 2008
Monday, November 10, 2008
～好好珍惜身边的人～
那么一对情侣.女孩很漂亮,非常善解人意,偶尔时不时出些坏点子耍耍男孩.
男孩很聪明,也很懂事,最主要的一点.幽默感很强.
总能在2个人相处中找到可以逗女孩发笑的方式.
女孩很喜欢男孩这种乐天派的心情.
他们一直相处不错,女孩对男孩的感觉,淡淡的,说男孩象自己的亲人.
男孩对女孩爱甚深,非常非常在乎她.所以每当吵架的时候,男孩都会说是自己不好,自己的错.
即使有时候真的不怪他的时候,他也这么说.他不想让女孩生气.
就这样过5年,男孩仍然非常爱女孩,象当初一样.
有一个周末,女孩出门办事,男孩本来打算去找女孩,但是一听说她有事,就打消了这个念头.
他在家里呆了一天,他没有联系女孩,他觉得女孩一直在忙,自己不好去打 扰 他.
谁知女孩在忙的时候,还想着男孩,可是一天没有接到男孩的消息,她很生气.
晚上回家后,发了条信息给男孩,话说得很重.甚至提到了分手.当时是晚上12点.
男孩心急如焚,打女孩手机,连续打了3次,都给挂断了.打家里电话没人接,猜想 是 女孩把电话线拔了.
男孩抓起衣服就出门了,他要去女孩家.当时是12点25.
女孩在12点40的时候又接到了男孩的电话,从手机打来的,她又给挂断了.
一夜无话.男孩没有再给女孩打电话.
第2天,女孩接到男孩母亲的电话,电话那边声泪俱下.
男孩昨晚出了车祸.警方说是车速过快导致刹车不急,撞到了一辆坏在半路的大货车.
救护车到的时候,人已经不行了. 女孩心痛到哭不出来,可是再后悔也没有用了.
她只能从点滴的回忆中来怀念男孩带给她的欢乐和幸福.
女孩强忍悲痛来到了事故车停车场,她想看看男孩呆过的最后的地方.
车已经撞得完全不成样子. 方向盘上,仪表盘上,还沾有男孩的血迹.
男孩的母亲把男孩当时身上的遗物给了女孩,钱包,手表,还有那部沾满了男孩鲜血的手机.
女孩翻开钱包,里面有她的照片,血渍浸透了大半张.
当女孩拿起男孩的手表的时候,赫然发现,手表的指针停在12点35分附近.
女孩瞬间明白了,男孩在出事后还用最后一丝力气给她打电话,而她自己却因为还在堵气没有接.
男孩再也没有力气去拨第2遍电话了,他带着对女孩的无限眷恋和内疚走了.
女孩永远不知道,男孩想和她说的最后一句话是什么.
女孩也明白,不会再有人会比这个男孩,更爱她了！
爱上一个人的预兆
1.当你正在忙时，却把手机开著，等著她/他的短信..你已经爱上她/他了
2.如果你喜欢和她/他两个人单独漫步..你已经爱上她/他了
3.当你和她/他在一起时，你会假装不注意他，但是当她离/他开你的视线 时，你 会急著寻找她/他...你已 经爱上她了
4.当她/他受伤或生病时，你会很关心她，替她/他著急..你已经爱上他了
5.当她/他和别人要好时，你会感到吃不知其味...你已经爱上他了
6.当你看到她/他那甜美的笑时，你的嘴角会扬起一丝得意的笑..你已经爱上她 / 他了。。。。 了...
7.当你看到这篇文章时，心里想到某个人
Wednesday, November 5, 2008
~unfair~
just finish talking with you on the phone, i know that your very tired from working and over things that i going on in your life, but i'm really sorry because i can't do anything to help you...
sometimes i really don't understand why are they treating you like this. you already did what you can, you already did and try your best to make end meet, but yet, they still don't appreciate what you have done for them. i really don't know what can i do to help. now i really feel so useless. i really do what to go up straight to their face and tell them the actual situation that your going through and how you feel, but i know i can't do so, because you don't want it to be that way. all i can do is just respect and be by your side when you need somebody to release to. being there for you so that you could release everything out is the only thing that i can do for you, nothing more or nothing else that i can do to lessen your burden and problem that you facing.
when you told me about what is going on and how you feel, i really feel so heart pain. but what's the point? even i know everything, but i just can't do anything. i also can't say much because i don't even know all of them. besides, i clearly know that THEM is the 1st and 2nd place in you heart compare to anyone or anything else in this world. but is it worth? is it worth to be up set over things that you know that you have tried your best to maintain things and make it work? why is God being so unfair of putting you through all this trouble? why can't they just feel satisfy with what you have done for them and think on your side? is people really that selfish? is it they can really be so cruel? i really can't answer this...i just can't
friends are really important to you, you always think about others 1st instead of yourself. but why can't they also appreciate? why are they all treating you so badly? i know you have tried your best...i know your upset on how they all are treating you. i can't do anything for you, the only thing i can do for you is be there for you when you need someone to talk to...i'm sorry for being so useless...sorry
sometimes i really don't understand why are they treating you like this. you already did what you can, you already did and try your best to make end meet, but yet, they still don't appreciate what you have done for them. i really don't know what can i do to help. now i really feel so useless. i really do what to go up straight to their face and tell them the actual situation that your going through and how you feel, but i know i can't do so, because you don't want it to be that way. all i can do is just respect and be by your side when you need somebody to release to. being there for you so that you could release everything out is the only thing that i can do for you, nothing more or nothing else that i can do to lessen your burden and problem that you facing.
when you told me about what is going on and how you feel, i really feel so heart pain. but what's the point? even i know everything, but i just can't do anything. i also can't say much because i don't even know all of them. besides, i clearly know that THEM is the 1st and 2nd place in you heart compare to anyone or anything else in this world. but is it worth? is it worth to be up set over things that you know that you have tried your best to maintain things and make it work? why is God being so unfair of putting you through all this trouble? why can't they just feel satisfy with what you have done for them and think on your side? is people really that selfish? is it they can really be so cruel? i really can't answer this...i just can't
friends are really important to you, you always think about others 1st instead of yourself. but why can't they also appreciate? why are they all treating you so badly? i know you have tried your best...i know your upset on how they all are treating you. i can't do anything for you, the only thing i can do for you is be there for you when you need someone to talk to...i'm sorry for being so useless...sorry
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