i was thinking should i go back to my grandfather there or not, but than looks like my decision of not going back this week was worth it.
well, yesterday went to Ipoh with Jeremy, Karen, Lawrance, Chiu Yen and Poh Nee for an event called Full Throttle Autoshow. let's see, don't think there is much to talk about that autoshow because is was kind of bored if compared to other autoshow that i have been to. but the only activities that had entertain peoples is the Drifting race and the BBoy break dance competition. the drifting race was cool. well, how often do you get to see real and NICE drifting other than in movies right.
for the BBoy break dance, Davin was taking part in it so we all stayed back and support him. besides, even if we wants to go back poh nee sure won't want to...wakakakak
so, here would like to congratulate davin for getting 2nd place. it was a really tough battle in the final match, but ya, could see that you guys put a lot of effort in it. once again congratulation.
through out the whole evening it was raining till late at night. when we left the stadium it was raining heavily, so kind of got wet by the rain when walk to get the car. plus the air-cond, hahaha, freaking cold. yup, than we headed to Jusco for a late night movie. we watched ZOHAN...hahaha, not gonna say much about that movie, please do watch it yourself and you will know why am i laughing...
while was in jusco, was sms-ing and on the phone with a friend which chiu yen and lawrance starts calling me and was wondering where i go...hahaha...sorry ar for not answering you both calls...i got to know something from that call which hurts me a lot and think a lot. but than, let's just drop it here. don't want to create an EMO blog post here again right, so, yeah, shall just keep it to myself...hahahaha...
finally, IM BROKE...shit...spend too much just on phone calls...haiz....never mind la....
Sunday, August 24, 2008
Friday, August 22, 2008
~Us Against The World~
Us against the world
Against the world
Us against the world
Against the world
You and I, we’ve been at it so long
I still got the strongest fire
You and I, we still know how to talk
Know how to walk that wire
Sometimes I feel like
The world is against me
The sound of your voice, baby
That's what saves me
When we're together I feel so invincible
Cause it's us against the world
Me and you against them all
If you listen to these words
Know that we are standing tall
I don't ever see the day that
I won't catch you when you fall
Cause it's us against the world tonight
Us against the world
Against the world
There’ll be days
We’ll be on different sides but
That doesn’t last too long
We find ways to get it on track
And know how to turn back on
Sometimes I feel
I can’t keep it together
Then you hold me close
And you make it better
When I’m with you
I can feel so unbreakable
Cause it's us against the world
Me and you against them all
If you listen to these words
Know that we are standing tall
I don't ever see the day that
I won't catch you when you fall
Cause it's us against the world tonight
We’re not gonna break
Cause we both still believe
We know what we’ve got
And we’ve got what we need alright
We’re doing something right
Cause it's us against the world
Me and you against them all
If you listen to these words
Know that we are standing tall
I don't ever see the day that
I won't catch you when you fall
Cause it's us against the world tonight
Us against the world
Me and you against them all
If you listen to these words
Know that we are standing tall
I don't ever see the day that
I won't catch you when you fall
Us against the world
Yeah it’s Us against the world, baby
Us against the world
Tonight
Us against the world
Against the world
Us against the world
Against the world
Us against the world
Against the world
You and I, we’ve been at it so long
I still got the strongest fire
You and I, we still know how to talk
Know how to walk that wire
Sometimes I feel like
The world is against me
The sound of your voice, baby
That's what saves me
When we're together I feel so invincible
Cause it's us against the world
Me and you against them all
If you listen to these words
Know that we are standing tall
I don't ever see the day that
I won't catch you when you fall
Cause it's us against the world tonight
Us against the world
Against the world
There’ll be days
We’ll be on different sides but
That doesn’t last too long
We find ways to get it on track
And know how to turn back on
Sometimes I feel
I can’t keep it together
Then you hold me close
And you make it better
When I’m with you
I can feel so unbreakable
Cause it's us against the world
Me and you against them all
If you listen to these words
Know that we are standing tall
I don't ever see the day that
I won't catch you when you fall
Cause it's us against the world tonight
We’re not gonna break
Cause we both still believe
We know what we’ve got
And we’ve got what we need alright
We’re doing something right
Cause it's us against the world
Me and you against them all
If you listen to these words
Know that we are standing tall
I don't ever see the day that
I won't catch you when you fall
Cause it's us against the world tonight
Us against the world
Me and you against them all
If you listen to these words
Know that we are standing tall
I don't ever see the day that
I won't catch you when you fall
Us against the world
Yeah it’s Us against the world, baby
Us against the world
Tonight
Us against the world
Against the world
Us against the world
Friday, August 15, 2008
~Far Away~
This time, This place
Misused, Mistakes
Too long, Too late
Who was I to make you wait
Just one chance
Just one breath
Just in case there's just one left
'Cause you know,
you know, you know
[CHORUS]
That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I miss you
Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you'll be with me
and you'll never go
Stop breathing if
I don't see you anymore
On my knees, I'll ask
Last chance for one last dance
'Cause with you, I'd withstand
All of hell to hold your hand
I'd give it all
I'd give for us
Give anything but I won't give up
'Cause you know,
you know, you know
[CHORUS]
So far away
Been far away for far too long
So far away
Been far away for far too long
But you know, you know, you know
I wanted
I wanted you to stay
'Cause I needed
I need to hear you say
That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I forgive you
For being away for far too long
So keep breathing
'Cause I'm not leaving you anymore
Believe it
Hold on to me and, never let me go
Keep breathing
'Cause I'm not leaving you anymore
Believe it
Hold on to me and, never let me go
Keep breathing
Hold on to me and, never let me go
Keep breathing
Hold on to me and, never let me go
Misused, Mistakes
Too long, Too late
Who was I to make you wait
Just one chance
Just one breath
Just in case there's just one left
'Cause you know,
you know, you know
[CHORUS]
That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I miss you
Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you'll be with me
and you'll never go
Stop breathing if
I don't see you anymore
On my knees, I'll ask
Last chance for one last dance
'Cause with you, I'd withstand
All of hell to hold your hand
I'd give it all
I'd give for us
Give anything but I won't give up
'Cause you know,
you know, you know
[CHORUS]
So far away
Been far away for far too long
So far away
Been far away for far too long
But you know, you know, you know
I wanted
I wanted you to stay
'Cause I needed
I need to hear you say
That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I forgive you
For being away for far too long
So keep breathing
'Cause I'm not leaving you anymore
Believe it
Hold on to me and, never let me go
Keep breathing
'Cause I'm not leaving you anymore
Believe it
Hold on to me and, never let me go
Keep breathing
Hold on to me and, never let me go
Keep breathing
Hold on to me and, never let me go
Sunday, August 10, 2008
~down~
been down for the past few days...don't even know why...but, looks like it's really time to take my chloe's jie advice and let everything go....maybe what she say is true, can't hold on tight...got to learn to let go....but could i just let it go just like that? i really don't know...
all i know now is that being in this kind of situation is not a fun thing to do or be in...but one thing i really appreciate and feel happy is that whenever i need somebody beside me, jie will be the one there for me all the time...here i really want to thanks ah jie for being there for me and giving me advice when i am feeling down the most and upset.... but i also want to say sorry jie, whatever you want me to do and promise, for now i really can't, but all i can say is that i will try, i will try hard to do it jie...sorry....
it's really been a long time since i last chat with ah jie, it's been a long long time since i last have that kind of feeling. i really miss those time where i really can chat and see ah jie everyday. i really miss my past life where it's just simple, work, bath, eat, sleep than work, bath, eat, sleep...it's just so simple that i really don't have to bother much about anything with no worries and upset. through out this whole week, i have been confuse all the time, confuse of don't know what am i suppose to do next or what am i suppose to think. but ever since chatting with ah jie on thursday night, i really feel much better. even what ah jie suggest to me on what to do next is not what i want and think of, but i might listen to her. because i know, what she say is the truth, it have been a truth that people have been telling me since long time back. but wether is d present girl or even long time back past girl, as what ah jie say, it's time for me to let go.
jie wish that i could be happy back like last time, with no worries and problems in my mind. but could i do it? i don't think so. i really scared once again i will let ah jie disappointed. i really don't know what to do and think. maybe i should just let everything go in my life, get out of here and start all over again where nobody knows me. i should let go my present and past or basically should said, everything in my life. get away from here, go far away and start all over again.
october will be going over to australia, shall try to suit myself there and see if there is suit me or not. really hope could settle down there and start everything again. should really sit down and seriously think things over. should i let go and just hold or tight.
all i know now is that being in this kind of situation is not a fun thing to do or be in...but one thing i really appreciate and feel happy is that whenever i need somebody beside me, jie will be the one there for me all the time...here i really want to thanks ah jie for being there for me and giving me advice when i am feeling down the most and upset.... but i also want to say sorry jie, whatever you want me to do and promise, for now i really can't, but all i can say is that i will try, i will try hard to do it jie...sorry....
it's really been a long time since i last chat with ah jie, it's been a long long time since i last have that kind of feeling. i really miss those time where i really can chat and see ah jie everyday. i really miss my past life where it's just simple, work, bath, eat, sleep than work, bath, eat, sleep...it's just so simple that i really don't have to bother much about anything with no worries and upset. through out this whole week, i have been confuse all the time, confuse of don't know what am i suppose to do next or what am i suppose to think. but ever since chatting with ah jie on thursday night, i really feel much better. even what ah jie suggest to me on what to do next is not what i want and think of, but i might listen to her. because i know, what she say is the truth, it have been a truth that people have been telling me since long time back. but wether is d present girl or even long time back past girl, as what ah jie say, it's time for me to let go.
jie wish that i could be happy back like last time, with no worries and problems in my mind. but could i do it? i don't think so. i really scared once again i will let ah jie disappointed. i really don't know what to do and think. maybe i should just let everything go in my life, get out of here and start all over again where nobody knows me. i should let go my present and past or basically should said, everything in my life. get away from here, go far away and start all over again.
october will be going over to australia, shall try to suit myself there and see if there is suit me or not. really hope could settle down there and start everything again. should really sit down and seriously think things over. should i let go and just hold or tight.
Tuesday, August 5, 2008
~confuse for no reason~
Monday was really a surprising day for this week. out of no where, getting a news that could never expected to hear of. was just wondering why did it happen so sudden. what exactly did happen between that one whole week.
worst of all, i don't really know what am i thinking now. all i know is that i can't bare to see you carry on like this. i really feel sad and pain when i see you like this. i really wish to be by your side to care and console you, but i know it's impossible. all i can do is just seeing you suffering everyday and not doing anything to help you to feel better or to ease you pain. i really hope that all this never happen to you, i rather all this didn't happen at now at this moment.
i don't know what the hell am i confuse for. why is it happening to me now? why the hell should i be confuse, or even care or bother so much. is it that i really like you? is it that since long time back i like you but i keep lying to myself saying that i don't like you anymore? i really don't know. all i know is that my heart hurts every time i see you like this. but why, why should i feel hurt when it's not even my problem to bother. why do i care so much? i am not suppose to like you, this is one thing for sure that i know. I CAN'T LIKE you.
for now i really don't want to think so much. all i want and hope is that you recover as soon as possible. i really can't bare to see and knowing about you carrying on like this anymore. i just want you to be happy again.
Please, please God, spare her the pain and let her be happy once again. put the pain on me if it have to be. as long is she is happy once again....please....
worst of all, i don't really know what am i thinking now. all i know is that i can't bare to see you carry on like this. i really feel sad and pain when i see you like this. i really wish to be by your side to care and console you, but i know it's impossible. all i can do is just seeing you suffering everyday and not doing anything to help you to feel better or to ease you pain. i really hope that all this never happen to you, i rather all this didn't happen at now at this moment.
i don't know what the hell am i confuse for. why is it happening to me now? why the hell should i be confuse, or even care or bother so much. is it that i really like you? is it that since long time back i like you but i keep lying to myself saying that i don't like you anymore? i really don't know. all i know is that my heart hurts every time i see you like this. but why, why should i feel hurt when it's not even my problem to bother. why do i care so much? i am not suppose to like you, this is one thing for sure that i know. I CAN'T LIKE you.
for now i really don't want to think so much. all i want and hope is that you recover as soon as possible. i really can't bare to see and knowing about you carrying on like this anymore. i just want you to be happy again.
Please, please God, spare her the pain and let her be happy once again. put the pain on me if it have to be. as long is she is happy once again....please....
~I Belong To Me lyrics- Jessica Simpson~
looks like it's time for me to really try my very very best to get you out of me and my life for forever....
i belong to me, i belong to myself...my very own self...
I BELONG TO ME-JESSICA SIMPOSON
I belong to me...
It's not that I don't wanna share my life with you baby
It's just that I'm the one I need to be true to baby
And I won't give up me to be part of you
It's not that I don't wanna have you in my life baby
It's just you gotta know that it's got to be right baby
Before I open up my heart to you
I don't need somebody to complete me
I complete myself
Nobody's got to belong to somebody else
I belong to me
I don't belong to you
My heart is my possession
I'll be my own reflection
I belong to me
I'm one not half of two
And if you're gonna love me
You should know this baby
I belong to me
I gotta let you know before I let you in, baby
That who I am is not about who I am with, baby
That don't mean I don't wanna be here with you
I do
I don't need somebody to complete me
I want you to know
I'll give up my love but I'm not giving up my soul
I belong to me
I don't belong to you
My heart is my possession
I'll be my own reflection
I belong to me
I'm one not half of two
And if you're gonna love me
You should know this baby
I belong to me
Oh yea
Love don't mean changing who you are to be
Who somebody wants you to be
Nobody's got to belong to nobody
I belong to me
I don't belong to you
My heart is my possession
I'll be my own reflection
I belong to me
I don't belong to you
My heart is my possession
I'll be my own reflection
I belong to me
I'm one not half of two
And if you gonna love me
You should know this baby
I belong to me
i belong to me, i belong to myself...my very own self...
I BELONG TO ME-JESSICA SIMPOSON
I belong to me...
It's not that I don't wanna share my life with you baby
It's just that I'm the one I need to be true to baby
And I won't give up me to be part of you
It's not that I don't wanna have you in my life baby
It's just you gotta know that it's got to be right baby
Before I open up my heart to you
I don't need somebody to complete me
I complete myself
Nobody's got to belong to somebody else
I belong to me
I don't belong to you
My heart is my possession
I'll be my own reflection
I belong to me
I'm one not half of two
And if you're gonna love me
You should know this baby
I belong to me
I gotta let you know before I let you in, baby
That who I am is not about who I am with, baby
That don't mean I don't wanna be here with you
I do
I don't need somebody to complete me
I want you to know
I'll give up my love but I'm not giving up my soul
I belong to me
I don't belong to you
My heart is my possession
I'll be my own reflection
I belong to me
I'm one not half of two
And if you're gonna love me
You should know this baby
I belong to me
Oh yea
Love don't mean changing who you are to be
Who somebody wants you to be
Nobody's got to belong to nobody
I belong to me
I don't belong to you
My heart is my possession
I'll be my own reflection
I belong to me
I don't belong to you
My heart is my possession
I'll be my own reflection
I belong to me
I'm one not half of two
And if you gonna love me
You should know this baby
I belong to me
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