Monday, November 24, 2008

~Are Dreams True ? ~

for the past one week plus, have been back at my grandfather house. all thanks to UTAR for replacing 2 classes from each week which now leads me to hav only one week one class for the last 2 weeks of class before finals comes.

younger cousin are back staying here with my grandfather due to their parents went to Bangkok for vacation, leaving their kids behind. kind of hate the noise that those kid made. but than, what to do right, their my cousin, can't complain much...

had been having the same dream every single night which really make me think a lot. why am i having that dream? is God trying to indicate something to me? is the dream the truth that i should have accept long time ago? everytime i dream about it, it hurts me a lot. throught out the day, it will make me think back what the dream is all about which really really hurts me like shit. and also because of this dream, i really don't dare to sleep, because i really don't want to dream about it anymore, and also that i hope it won't come true. now i'm really confuse. i don't know what should i think or do now. once again, i'm lost....lost in a world where i don't even know what should i be doing anymore....

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